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Its been awhile [Jul. 8th, 2009|08:53 pm]
[mood |relievedrelieved]

Wow its been awhile since I've last been on this!  Well what can I say?  I've had a baby and I'm living with my partner and his family.  Its abit overwhelming!  Its really testing us though!  I hate relationships.  LIKE HEAPS!!!! My baby is acting up!!!  So I guess I better go and cater to her needs!!!....DANG IT!!!

I'm trying to organise my sisters 21st party invites and I'm telling you know its a pain in the fucking ass!!!!  I hate birthday parties and birthdays in general!  It was my birthday about 2 weeks ago and well my partner didn't get me anything! He was more worried about his rugby payments then my birthday.  And then it dawned on me, maybe he doesn't love me as much as I love him.  I think I'm getting pretty tired of him! Really need a change in my atmosphere.  Something to try and remember who I am.  I feel like I let myself slip away and everytime I try and tell him how I feel he's either falling asleep or watching sports.  Maybe no wait I......No I know its time for a change..  I'll keep you updated with how everything turns out.....Fingers crossed I make the right decisions.  Whatever they may be!
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OMG..I Forgot this existed. [Dec. 19th, 2007|10:18 pm]
[Current Location |Mums Study]
[mood |bitchybitchy]
[music |The Veronica (dont judge me)]

I was sitting with my sister in the study room at my parents new place and we were having a conversation about journals and it dawned on me that I had an online journal. Trying to remember what my username was, I finally logged on! Man it has been a while since I last wrote something in here and strangely enough I think I have forgotten how to actually keep an up to date blog/journal.  Well where can i start? I moved out with adrian (yep, we're still together) and finally decided that it would be best for us to both move home and save money. The reason? I'm pregnant. 5 months now and I'm excited!! Can't wait to be a mum! Adrian is more excited than I am. he is practically telling everyone and I'm like.."babe can you be more careful of who you tell"...But boys will be boys! Anyway I'm friends with Rosalinda and ditched Dalynee because she stole my digital camera and jacket that adrian had imported from america for me!!! She lived with me and adrian for a while...BIG MISTAKE...she was the worlds biggest slut!!! She is pregnant now to her 16 yr old boyfriend. She is 25. What a Rapist!! Anyway i'm gonna bounce because my ass is getting numb!!!

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Alot has happened [Dec. 21st, 2005|10:03 am]
[mood |contentcontent]
[music |Nothing]

Man it has been a while since I last updated, but since it's quiet at work I thought I would quickly drop down whats been happening, While it's 5 months and I am still in a happy relationship with adrian, I mean we have our ups and downs but I guess who hasn't. It's what makes a relationship grew stronger. I love him more and more each day. Rosalinda is no longer my friend, she told Dalynee and I via e-mail that she no longer wanted to be friends with her because she felt that she wasn't appreciated by us both. WHATEVER, LOSER!!!...Well thats one less friend's birthday I have to buy a gift for, I mean as if I was going to buy her one anyway, but i am so over her fucked up ways. My sister had a baby girl and called her Nalynta and so did my brothers girlfriend, she called her T'ziah. Adrian's family is building a new house at fairways and it's beautiful. Adrian slept with me last night so I cold take him to work, he has been crashing at my house for 2 weeks!!!....

My brother can't make up his mind wheather or not he wants to live in sydney. Adrian and I have both stopped dancing for this dance crew Fusian, two friends of mine have HIV, cause they slept with the same person....YUCK, Anyway I am spending new years with adrians family and I am spending x-mas lunch with his family and x-mas dinner with mine! I haven't even brought adrians x-mas present!!...CRAP.

Man this year has flown by so fast!!..I haven't even had time to fricken bitch about anything...Oh Wait I have!LOL
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I have my very own stalker!!! [Jul. 5th, 2005|01:40 pm]
There is this girl that I am just aquintance with and we basically are just hi and bye to each other and every now and then I will talk to her, you know just to make conversation..anyway I think she wants to more then a hi and bye person..I mean I am flattered that she wants to be my friend but she is being to freak me out abit!!..like yesturday she came to my work, thats right, she came to my work and asked me why I wasn't taking any of her calls and why I dont message her back when she messages me and I was so freaked out that she came to my work the only thing I could do was smile and get all weird!!!...SHE FREAKED ME OUT!!!!!!....She wants adrian and I think that she is trying to get to me to get to him. And the stuff that were flying out of her mouth about mariana last night!!...MAN DIS GIRL IS A HATER!!!

I told adrian about this last night and then I told him how they took me to mr pockets to play pool and he was like if I had a car I would come and get you!!!...
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I am so BORED [Jun. 7th, 2005|03:03 pm]
[mood |exhaustedexhausted]
[music |missy higgins 'special two']

Words can not explain how bored I am feeling at the moment...This whole day has dragged and I feel so drained, Keria is at counter 13, while I am at CLT yet again, staring at a room that is empty, Can't wait for this day to be over!!!

Went home for lunch and had toast! I am freezing at the moment I wished that someone would turn of the air con in this damn office!!...HELLO PEOPLE IT IS WINTER NOT SUMMER!!.. It was Stella's last day today, she is going to greece for 3 months... Lucky bitch, she will be there for their summer, so you know that when girlfriend gets back she will be blacker then my black ass. I feel as if I am about to fall asleep. Jesse MCartney is on the radio again with that really annoying song, I swear if I ever see that bastard I am going to shoot him, his voice sounds like Nick Carter from the back street boys, who I might add is a faggot. Who in their right mind would name a boy group "backstreet boys"..If your in a boy group why in the world would you want the word 'boy' in the group name, so you dont confuse your sex or to make sure that everyone knows that your a boy and that your in a retarded boy group who sings while dancing in the rain knowing that the rain has no suffcient purpose in the song your singing! I dont know with these new boy groups...They defeat the whole purpose of a boy band, 1, they dont play instruments, 2, they mime to everysong they sing at a concert and 3, they are too overrated!!!...GIVE MY GREENDAY AND FOO FIGHTERS any day!!!...

I told adrian something on sunday and as usual we stayed outside his house talking til 7am in the morning, he is such a good friend, love him to death!!! It's great to be friends with a guy who can except that all you want to be is friends!!...He should be gay!!
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Shit it has been awhile [May. 31st, 2005|11:15 am]
[mood |contentcontent]

Man time has flown past really fast...It's nearly my birthday and therefore meaning that i turn a year older then what I was last year!!!...WHY OH WHY MUST I TURN OLDER!!!!!.....Actually I take all that back..I am looking forward at turning older....

RM is getting on my nerves abit. She told my dad that they need to move our family out of our area if he wants my little sisters to have a good education...LAter on the night I told her that it doesn't matter where you are at..it's the choices that you make that make you as a person..not the area or the people you assoicate yourself with!!

I turn 24 this year and I know that only good things will happen to me this year!!...OMG marcus brought me a bottle of bundaberg!!!...WHAT A FUNNY BASTARD.GOT WASTED
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(no subject) [Mar. 21st, 2005|09:45 am]
[mood |tiredtired]
[music |jack shit]

I went to this church thing with adrian the last night and well can i tell you that it was an experience!!!! he saved me a seat first and when I sat down I got there in time for the katina's to sing. They were really good!!!..Anyway his church is so different from mine because they clapped after the pray and after every performance!!! I felt weird when they were standing up and clapping their hands and rising their hands towards the sky! The lady in front of my was crying and shit and I could see her jocks everytime she would bend over and they were off...beige!

We then dropped his sister and cousins to their church and then we dropped my cousins and then we had dinner...A large pizza and garlic bread!!!...We went to the lookout to eat it!!!LIKE FAT FUCKS.....

Anyway it was an experience I will never forget for the rest of my life!!..Ate shit the whole weekend and now I am going to the gym tonight to work my ass off!!! Plus I have the sorest stomach in the world!!!

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(no subject) [Mar. 15th, 2005|12:42 pm]
What a fucked up night I had last night....Told adrian that I thought he liked me and that he should stop it because I was feeling werid around him!!!...

FUNNY SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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OMG [Mar. 11th, 2005|09:13 am]
[mood |bitchybitchy]
[music |cenydd talking shit]

Last night was an eye opener for me. On the 9th I told adrian that I thought that we shouldn't see each other because he was too good for me...He was like "i dont give a shit what people think I am still gonna see you"...I only told him that because I was getting pretty bored of seeing him. We hang out last night before his Hip Hop dance Practise. The crew is entering into a comp where the prize money is 10,000 dollars....WOW...Anyway before we went to his practise we stopped by hungry jacks and on the way he kept asking me questions about tavita and how we hooked up. Man then he went on to say that when a girl comes over to see a guy all the time then he basically likes him and I asked him if he thought I liked him and he didnt answer me.

Anyway we went to his dance practise and when I walked in Mac didn;t even look at me (I use to dance for their crew but then I started to dance for another crew and now he is cut)Anyway I had an argument with adrian about the whole situation and he was still tryingdefend Mac after everything he said about me and DALZ....I was so pissed of at him!!!!

I hung up then he called back!!!...FAGGOT...Why do I even bother!!!!!...

Work is fucked today!!....I must have a sign on my forehead that say "ABUSE ME TODAY"...My bro reckons that he put a tracking device on my car so that he knows where I am all the time..He hates the guy I am sort of seeing...Just because he is a bartender and he is totally hot........WANKER

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(no subject) [Mar. 9th, 2005|02:43 pm]
[mood |drunkdrunk]

Just did a survey and apparently I am an pure angel.....HAHAHAHA....Who would of thought, read on:

"What Kind of ANGEL are you? (For Girls only) This Quiz has amazingly Beautiful Pictures!" - Results:

Congrats! Your a Pure Angel! Angels, as far as most of them go, are all compatabile creatures, but Pure ones simply are symbols of God. Pure Angels always appear when a child is born, when a rainbow is seen, or when someone shares their first kiss. They never grow old, an can appear in the shape of a naked woman with white, bold wings. Pure angels are the carriers of god, and show their love to everyone in the world.
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